I work nights on a reception desk, Berlin, switch, awake at four
Posted as night_porter
- Looking for
- someone whose life also happens at the wrong end of the clock
- Experience
- Three years, mostly topping, curious about the other side.
- Around
- Kreuzberg, Berlin
There is a specific loneliness to being wide awake at four in the morning while everybody on this board is asleep. I am not complaining. I am explaining why my replies arrive at odd hours.
Twenty eight, Berlin, I work nights on a reception desk. Three years in this, almost all of it topping, and lately I have become very curious about the other side and quite nervous about admitting it.
That is the real reason for this post. I would like to try bottoming with somebody experienced, patient and not smug about it. I know I will be bad at it. I know I will laugh at the wrong moment. I have topped enough to understand roughly what I am asking for and I still expect to be surprised. I am also still happy to top for the right person, and if that is what you are after we can talk, but I did not want to bury the other thing.
My days off move around and I sleep in the afternoon. Meeting me means either a late evening or a very odd breakfast. That has ended two things before they started and I would rather find out now.
I do not want somebody who will use my inexperience as a joke later. I do not want anything filmed. And I would rather not be anyone's first attempt at topping, which is rich given everything above, but I would like at least one of us to know what we are doing.